I really don't know where to begin this post. As some of you may know I'm very involved with Girl Guides and just about an hour ago received news that one of the guiders in our district has died. While I did not ever work in the same unit as her, I attended many camps and events over the past few years with her, and have done Brownies with her sister for some years now. She was a great person, and a brilliant guider. She had so much energy and excitement about everything that was happening, she always brought a smile to everyone's face when she was around. I'm sorry if this sounds too much like a eulogy or something but as stated before this is a place for me to spread my thoughts. I think I'll go for a walk and perhaps let out some of the things I've been holding inside, thankfully my mother went out for coffee with her friend and my sister is at work. I feel as always that I must be strong for them when they are around and do everything I can to help them, even if it means hurting myself. I really don't know what else to say, so for now farewell. I may add more onto this when I get back, hopefully with a clearer head.

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