I really don't know where to begin this post. As some of you may know I'm very involved with Girl Guides and just about an hour ago received news that one of the guiders in our district has died. While I did not ever work in the same unit as her, I attended many camps and events over the past few years with her, and have done Brownies with her sister for some years now. She was a great person, and a brilliant guider. She had so much energy and excitement about everything that was happening, she always brought a smile to everyone's face when she was around. I'm sorry if this sounds too much like a eulogy or something but as stated before this is a place for me to spread my thoughts. I think I'll go for a walk and perhaps let out some of the things I've been holding inside, thankfully my mother went out for coffee with her friend and my sister is at work. I feel as always that I must be strong for them when they are around and do everything I can to help them, even if it means hurting myself. I really don't know what else to say, so for now farewell. I may add more onto this when I get back, hopefully with a clearer head.

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An Introduction

It's feeling very late for me, but it seemed silly to make up a blog and not at least put *something* on it the first day, however short it may be. Those who know me probably can guess without being told who I am, and I doubt that this will be of any interest to anybody anyways. I warn you now there are no guarantees that I will update regularly, or write about witty or intelligent things, but if you've got a spare minute every now and then, check back and see what I've come up with. It may seem as though I'm just following the masses, but I did actually have a blog about 2 years back, of course I believe it only has about 3 posts on it which I would loathe to read now I'm sure. I am hoping that I will be able to write something worthwhile every once and a while, and it might even help me feel better if I get things out, or write it out I might be able to sort through my thoughts better, it's unlikely, but it's a nice dream


Now I really must head to bed, as I have been so exhausted lately and must work tomorrow, perhaps I shall write more there if time allows. Until then I bid you all farewell.

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